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This track was originally only available on the physical copies of Early Grave Demos. I did that because I don't like my performance on this song. But this pandemic has me feeling a little bit different about everything so fuck it. Here's another sad song that I didn't originally release because of my insecurities.
lyrics
A movie that fades to black
A never ending anxiety attack
A promise that I’ll probably break
A half hearted attempt to not be late
A terrible weight has been crushing my chest
As I spiral out I’ll top off my glass
I can’t remember the best parts of my life
I’ve drank every good memory away
I’ve poisoned my mind
Smoke that fills my lungs
a cancerous sensation that helps numb
I only smoke when I drink I’ll say
But I’ve been drinking all damn day
A terrible weight has been crushing my chest
As I spiral out I’ll top off my glass
I can’t remember the best parts of my life
I’ve drank every good memory away
I’ve poisoned my mind
Yeah I’m doing alright
Yeah I’ll see you sometime
I promise we’ll do that thing
That we always said we’d do
I’m sorry, I’m sorry,
I’m sorry I keep lying to you
I am not doing fine
I won’t see you sometime
I am not doing fine
I won’t see you sometime
I can’t remember the best parts of my life
I’ve drank every good memory away
I’ve poisoned my mind
I can’t remember the best parts of my life
I’ve drank every good memory away
I’ve poisoned my mind
credits
released April 4, 2020
Recorded by Luke Anderson at Below Grade Studios
Artwork by Metro Catpiss
Dead Cross, Retox, and Qui members dish out subversive hardcore with an indignant smirk; come for the riffs, stay for the synth experiments. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 31, 2024